Day 2

Dear Me,

Today was a normal day. I went to work. Work was okay. A normal day at the office...Working 8-5...just trying to earn a living. At lunch I learned that sometimes you just shouldn't ask questions. Next time I have the smallest urge to ask, I simply won't. I'll just keep it to myself.

After work I went with a friend to PetSmart. I came home, exercised, and started my blogging.

I was lost in thought today about what Happiness really is? Is it being in love? Having a family? Having a career? Doing what you love? Having money to blow? A great pair of shoes? Being confident? I concluded my thoughts with Happiness being a choice. You have to chose it and constantly work at it.

I watched Glee last night. Another show recorded by my handy dandy DVR. I am addicted to this show as well. It is kinda sad how emotionally attached I am when watching. I aspire to fulfill large dreams in my life as well as the characters. Maybe that is why I relate so much.

My mom called today. It was nice to actually hear from her. She only called to ask if I wanted a pair of eyeglass frames she was holding for me. It was brief, but still nice to hear from her.

My anxiety is still showing it's nasty face. I have been off medication for a few months now. I may need to go back. Or just go back to Therapy to learn coping mechanisms. Just more money....If I had money....... the list is long. I will be able to cross items off that list as completed one day. If I can teach myself to play the guitar by watching youtube videos, then I can accomplish anything!

I received a fortune cookie recently that had "Nothing is impossible to a willing heart" written on it. I put that fortune in my rear viewing mirror in my car. Then, I had my car detailed and realized the next morning the guy had thrown away my fortune!I almost cried. So, I printed the words on a piece of paper and put that sliver of paper with those magic words back in my mirror where they belong. These words have become my daily inspiration.

Until Tomorrow,

Love ME