Day 18

Dear Me,


I have been having strange dreams. The other night I had a dream that my fiance and I were walking on a beach. All of a sudden the beach started having sink holes all over and people were getting sucked down into the sand. As we were walking this kept happening and we could hear the screams. I ran over to one little boy and grabbed his hand to pull him up and out of the buried sink hole he was stuck in. Everyone else seemed to be normal. People were still laying in the sun. Kids were still playing in the sand. People were splashing in the waves. Then there were these random sink holes all around us. We continue to walk, my fiance and I. As we walk we are discussing about how we will go on a vacation soon. We pass a woman and her partner, she is nude, her partner in a speedo. We then come up to a subway where we wait. Then, I wake up. That is all  can remember of this.
Last night I had a dream about Madonna. I was driving down the street, woods on both sides of the road. I look over to my right and see Madonna. Only a younger, Desperately Seeking Susan, age. She was changing in the woods she had her purse hanging on a tree limb. I pull into a open lot area and ask if she needs a ride. Next thing I know we are going to fancy hotel like Atlantis in the Bahamas. It is as if we have been best friends all our life. Next I am with her on the red carpet and photographers are flashing at us both. I am thinking this is crazy, but I am happy to stop and pose for photos. After that I awake to my fiance telling me it is 11:00am.
Only, it is only 9:00am and he completely interrupted my hang time with my BF Madonna.My dreams can be very vivid at times and I usually can remember everything. Mostly everything, but in these two cases I could only remember bits and pieces. I suppose because I didn't write them down right away.

Today, we have a 70th birthday party to go to. I have a eyelash or something in my eye and it is driving me mad. I want to rip of my eyelid and pick out that annoying little eyelash.. My fiance's cousin just had a baby girl, Isabella. She was born yesterday, June 5th at 5:00pm. She is in ICU and his cousin hasn't gotten to see her yet. She needs to be checked for blood clots as her leg is still purplish. The doctors won't let her out of bed to see her baby girl, and the doctors are not giving much information about what is going on with baby Isabella. We saw a picture that his aunt took from ICU and she is so precious. She is long with a big head, full head of hair, and big chubby cheeks. Our prayers are with them.

Yesterday, we went to the afternoon mass. There were 25 engaged couples that finished their pre-marital  course. It reminded me of how we are engaged now for a year and can't plan a thing for about another year or two. Big Fat Stinking BUMMER! We can't really save because we have no extra money to save. We do however have a Stay Puff Piggy Bank almost filled with quarters, thanks to our friends RaChel & Joe. I just flushed my eye with water and lifted my eyelid and squished it together and my eye is all better now. Thank goodness. It was irritating the crap out of me. Yesterday I did some yoga and think I over stretched my back. Just a little. It is sore on my right lower side.

Off to give myself some TLC, Mani-Pedi.

Me