Day 16

Dear Me,

I managed to make Cheesy Meatloaf again :) Thanks to Paula Deen's lovely recipe. This will feed us for a few days. We will be so sick of meatloaf.

I have a headache again today. This time it is on my left side. Tuesday it was my right. Work was the same. Everything is the same. Work, home, cook , clean, exercise, shower, bed=SAME. I am craving something different. I want to move to a new place. Maybe we could move somewhere new every year. It is long enough to get comfy, meet people, and explore a new place. Maybe every two years.

I ate well today. I had oatmeal with blueberries and walnuts for breakfast, cottage cheese and peaches for a snack, salad for lunch and veggies with hummus dip for a snack. Pretty good, right. Well, tell me why I am so bloated and uncomfortable. No BM today. I was drinking a protein shake every day for a few weeks and on the spot every morning I had a normal and regular BM. No more protein shake and today no BM. It wouldn't be such a big deal if it didn't cause so much discomfort.

A friend at work shared a video of a male horse erecting his very long genital organ. Taking position behind the female and mounting. Insertion and a few pushes, less than a minute man, and the horse was done and off to his own thing. All the while the female just stayed in one place. She didn't even move. I could imagine if she spoke she would have said, "Oh baby, Oh Baby!"
So, I am probably going to have nightmares because the male genitalia was completely monstrously long and he mantled her as if out fishing and casting his pole. Animal and human behavior are very similar.
After my friends video I shared a text that my mother of all people sent to me. A uncircumcised male genitalia with two eyeballs lodged inside the skin at the tip. Gives a whole new meaning to the phrase, "One eyed Willie."
Why does my mother feel the need to pass along these text messages that her friends send her? I'll never know. Though perverse they are a good laugh at times. Other times just extremely disturbing.

Nothing exciting came about today. I talked to the woman last night about loan modification and we are uncertain as to what we want to do. Blah. Every time I think or write about our finances I want to vomit. It is so depressing and exhausting.

My friends son has a birthday party coming up soon. Lately we have been forgetting every birthday. It sucks. I think we are just so preoccupied with the stress in our lives. He will be 4 I think.

We love the designer David Brombstad on HGTV. His show in Miami starts tonight. Thanks to our handy dandy DVR we can record and watch this weekend. Wohoo.

On that note. I'm out.

Me